Таки причем тут это все.
Меня тут пришибает который день переосмысление своего существования... И вспомнилось тут одно из любимых:
Now I've got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I do anything
Anything at all for them to notice me
But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see when I was younger I would say:
"When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies
..."